i know, and i can say with 90% certainty that i won’t do either of these things, but at the moment i really want to self destruct and those things are socially acceptable self harm, which means i could get a way with it. 

but don’t worry, i’m calling a psychiatric hospital tomorrow to book an appointment, because i know these are the signs of another severe depression.

thank you for caring, it means a lot  

thank you sweet angel. i feel like i’m going into another heavily depressive episode, so i’m really scared actually. but really, thank you ♥️ 

no.

but i’m going to bed now and hopefully tomorrow i will have learned to shut the fuck up about it

aww thank you! it’s france gall! she’s so gorgeous!❣

i know your pain nonnie, i’ve been looking too, but it’s really hard to find any! i guess the best place to buy is from etsy or ebay, and buy vintage ones but they’re always so expensive! i’ve got a pair of platform clogs from swedish hasbeens which i adore! the particular model i have are called ‘gullan’ with a lot of platform and heel! the other pair of platforms i’ve got are from urban outfitters, but i bought them a while ago and on sale unfortunately… 

i guess you could look around on dollskill, nastygal, urban outfitters and stores like that! i hope you’ll find a pair and if you do, tell me from where!💞

thank you for calling them perfect, that’s so sweet! 

mostly i take them with a timer and a load of books stacked on top och each other! the last one, with me reading in bed, i actually ductaped my phone to the ceiling and used a timer haha!📸💕