dont forget that its all about hedonism and decadence baby
Etikett: about astrid
“I’m not for everyone. I’m barely for me.”
— Marc Maron
nest:
extremely chuby baby on the bus staring at me:
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me: i would kill for you
i felt left out my whole life. i just wanted to be enough. smart enough. sick enough. good enough. evil enough. talented enough. tortured enough. kind enough. in pain enough. attractive enough. depressed enough. loved enough. manipulative enough. enough something, anything. i just wanted to belong, and i still don’t, and even if i do… it’s not enough. and even if i am going to be… it will not be enough.
She was too exhausted to plunge into life;
Ingeborg Bachmann, from Three Paths to the Lake; “Problems, Problems,”
Understand that even an “understanding heart” grows tired of being understanding and never understood.
beberequin 